| To Whom It MAY NOT CONCERN |
[Oct. 13th, 2008|12:18 am] |
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| | you're so last summer- TBS | ] |
so looks like i can write everything i want on here and it will never be seen...this is a good thing my own lil way to get what i feel off my chest i guess..haha bout 3 weeks ago i confessed to ......char...everything on a comment here on her old profile...wow im still the gutlees shit i was in high school...knowing she'll never read it...haha and at this point i thought ive grown...neways on to present news..so according to the polls of the people i call my peers..the reason i have no friends is becuz of what is being said about me thru my former marriage...HHHMmm well i guess u can win them all..people will believe rumors or whatever is told..But what can you do.. im just goin to press on.. i mean i could sit in a corner and whine about it but thats not my style....nope i guess just shrugging it off will be enuff...tho for the some who i will truly miss leave a small gaping hole ...i have learned also that these "cerebral asassins" as i like to call them have also conjured up many other stories bout many other people...but i wont sayanything thing...i cant be one of them...so on to other things..business...well... i just finished up soime college..psychology is a bitch...i might b getting surgery in my right knee..the military is a bitch..lol...and idk....now onto other things..So in christmasim going to el paso i think..i dont really know why...no one there to see. and the likelyness of me running into someone who truly wants to seemee.. well lets just say the yankees have more of a chance winning the championship this year.LOl ...ok now into my brain..ive been working on alot of music for my past time. its sort of an addictive hobby. lol im still writing that story...only some may rememebr..ive grown to realize that alot of my mistakes have made me grow alot...even though i feel the same...i realized the outside world has changed so much and yet becuz im in the military i am shocked.. i guess while being in we expect the world to stop...that was my mistake... i still rememebr wheni was sposed to go to florida...lol to the base by tampa...i didnt tho..then i was sposed to go to korea..nope..iraq however...well we wont get into that...its hot there...hmmm iguess thats it and if anyone does read this rant..wowo kudos to you my friend...but like i said i think now this is more of a memory journal...so i can look back 3 years from now and go fuck...i was really like that...seriously world shock me...it would br to my surprise if anyone even rememebrs this site...
Deuces,
Lestats |
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| wow i forgot this exsists but nobody reads these right |
[Sep. 16th, 2008|01:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| [ | The thing we call emotion |
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| [ | The noise that makes me whole |
| | wednesday 13 - Skeletons | ] |
so im back to writing on you oh livejournal of mine..no one probly reads these so this is goin to be my new ....."life story" channel...lets catch up since 2006...hmmm.. ok well yea i got married i joined the airforce i even got to go to the sandbox...now its 2008 im divorced still in the airforce...and idk...i play guitar...made a couple songs they are actually going very well on myspace...lol people will never know its me tho cuz i also sing...it will blow their minds...but yea what else...oh i started to buy a bike a y6 to be exact i mean .eh what you gunna do...still got my lancer which by the way im fixing up found a nice system to blair my post hardcore emo metal shit now lol...umm i miss el paso believe it or not even tho it probly doesnt miss me ... i lost my best friend awhile back ..no she is still alive but im probly dead to her... i lost " my brother" in the sand box...i tried to help him but instead took shrapnel to the leg and watched him die in my arms... i learned sumthin then and there....sometimes u can take things for granted....my lil bro andrew never ceases to amaze me...in fact just a couple days ago i realized i have a big affect on hiim... go he can play the drums on rock band like no other 7 yr old i ve seen... so i deicded to buy him a pearl drum set...me well...i guess im good...and if people do read this well..there you go...i guess all i can say is wow....things have changed some good and some bad...but i guess u just gotta keep movin on...well i guess ill get off but i'll be back often later dayz
Liam AKA LESTAT |
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[Dec. 13th, 2006|11:58 am] |
| [ | The thing we call emotion |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | The noise that makes me whole |
| | slipknot......Heretic anthem | ] |
So no one ever really gets on here anymore so this place is my only safe zone...lol yea right.. i just feel so dead..more than usual.. i mean i feel like im going down fast and whoever i grab on to im just goin to bring with me.... .. its so weird.... i just want to shoot myself and get it over with..these past few weeks have been really krazie..i mean one more and im home....but am i really home??? so many people have turned their backs for what...to be cool??? so many friends i have lost..why cuz they do drugs and party and are " against the man" WELL FUCK YOU!!!!!! what the fuck... i mean im doin this for you guyz and you dont even know this...im gonna sacrafice my life for all of yours...not to be a martyr..but becuz.. be cuz thats what i said i would do for you all..my family.. my loved ones... but you want to turn yours backs not only on me but on each other..well guess what..someone is comin back and is a lil pissed.... and if anyone tries to step in my way u best bet you got a fuckin fist in ur face....stop this stupid bullshit before i hurt someone... i dont even enjoy the reality of goin back anymore except for the fuggin fact that maybe just maybe things would go back.. i mean one whole year and its like this...thats fucked...well what else is there...to my friends...who i can still call that...thank you ..becuz of you i am temporarliy sane...but i dont know how much longe i can stay like this.. i dont know how much before i bite the bullet.... This is the conclusion of the national broadcast system...back to your regulary scheduled...show |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2006|09:43 pm] |
| [ | The thing we call emotion |
| |  uggh | ] |
| [ | The noise that makes me whole |
| | fall out boy - dead on arrival | ] |
god WTF...i mean im tryin.. i am. what am i supposed. to do . i already feel that..im not there enuff im not goo enuff why ..why am i like this.. i mean i know im supposed to be there..but im not.. im to busy with the air force... i m too busy with korean.to many stupid meetings and confrences and crap..but what can i do??!?? i mean im tryin to make a better life .. im tryin hard and i keep fallin...i keep failin.. man i wish i was stronger.. i dont know what to do... what should i do...ok ok maybe im bein melodramtic or whatever..yea i guess i should get back to reality and homework |
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| alas im back |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|07:59 pm] |
| [ | The thing we call emotion |
| | hmm??? who me | ] |
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| | sinless_ UR MY EPIPHANY | ] |
LADIES AND gentlemen.. boys and gurls of all ages... be hold my lament..what is really happening here why is it like this... i mean i have too many problems and too many resolves to understand wait wait wait i have so much to tell u though so much that it would make u want to kll urself no wait non non non*break in transmission* soryy for that inconvience wrong mesage... *transmission readmitted* ok ok so here's my epiphany... i think i could be a better person i think i could be somethin i was supposed to be.. i think i should have become that person..THANK U FOR HELPIN ME AND U KNOW WHO U ARE >>>well my lament and epiphany are spoken... |
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| HEy from monterey |
[Nov. 27th, 2005|05:13 pm] |
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Hey yall i hope you still read these if not oh well yall areidiots..lol...newayz look me up one day ..later dayz.....liam |
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| WELL WHATD DO YOU KNOW |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|01:41 pm] |
| [ | The thing we call emotion |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | The noise that makes me whole |
| | MCR - GHOST OF YOU | ] |
Hey ya'll im back..well not rewally al the way yet but im past basic and im happy....im leaving tomorrow for tech school so yea...well newayz i dont have much time so leave me a message ill get back to ya'll later days..I LOVE YOU PRINCESS
Liam |
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[Sep. 6th, 2005|04:56 am] |
| [ | The thing we call emotion |
| |  holy crap this is it | ] |
| [ | The noise that makes me whole |
| | CONFINED _ AS I LAY DYING | ] |
okay guys its now 430 in the morn and im bout to leave to MEPS and then from there to basic..so i thought one last post would do...well what can i say...everything should be okay...61/2 wweks....from now i will be an airmen for the best air force in the world...I LOVE YOU KISHA....please be strong....and to all you others (U KNOW WHO U ARE) be strong to...days turn into weeks and weeks turn into months..and before u know it its all over...so this is my fareweel see ya'll soon
LATER DAYZ,
Liam
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[Sep. 4th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
| [ | The thing we call emotion |
| | lookin towards the future | ] |
| [ | The noise that makes me whole |
| | wake me up when sept. ends -green day | ] |
hey guys its me one last time for awhile...after this i wont be on..for a time i cant count....yes its time for me to part to the air force...i hope you all have ur dreams come true...hopefully some of you will keep in touch if not all of you...so to all you maggotz out there...STAY FUCKIN [SIC]...and to the house and coven...dont be stupid i can still see you..to all the others..adieu and good night....so laters bro (jon)..see u soon ...to my wife i love you and dont worry 10 weeks isnt that long ...to my family....i love you tahs and andrew....mom dad...im growin up finally...to my other family (you know who you are guys )) thank you for alwayz bein there for me in school at the pool ahll whenever ...i hope to see you all again soon....so finally for the last time for awhile... this is black boi signin off.... Later dayz,
XxSinxX
Liam
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| OMG will's updating |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|12:10 pm] |
| [ | The thing we call emotion |
| |  anticipating the moment | ] |
| [ | The noise that makes me whole |
| | My Chemical Romance-Ghost of you | ] |
Hey guys wuz ip..long tim no updae right....well what can i say....oh yea ...I quit mcdonalds...but thats cuz im leavin in bout five days so im just waitin....i really miss all you el pasoans...u all are family to me...especially u big bro..(lol u know who u are) but yea i guess what im tryin to say is...that i really miss ya'll and if you havent talked to me in a while well these next five days are ur last totry...and on my space u can find me as WIll...duh...but yeaq in the next couple days i'll have three videos on there ...they play right after each other these videos are how i fell bout things now bout ya'll so if you can watch them...alright guys...i'll write again before i leave |
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